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What thou art, we know not;

What is most like thee?

From rainbow-clouds there flow not

Drops so bright to see.

As from thy presence showers, a rain of melody.

Like a poet hidden

In the light of thought, Singing hymns unbidden,

Till the world is wrought

To sympathy with hopes and fears it heeded not.

Chorus hymeneal.

Or triumphal chant,

Matched with thine, would be all

But an empty vaunt

A thing wherein we feel there is some hidden want.

What objects are the fountains

Of thy happy strain?

What fields, or waves, or mountains?

What shapes of sky or plain?

What love of thine own kind? What ignorance of pain?

We look before and after,

And pine for what is not

Our sincerest laughter

With some pain is fraught;

Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought

Yet if we could scorn

Hate and pride and fear,

If we were things born

Not to shed a tear,

I know not how thy joy we ever should come near,

Better than all measures

Of delightful sound, Better than all treasures

That in books are found,

Thy skill to poet were, thy scorner of the ground!

Teach me half the gladness

That thy brain must know, Such harmonious madness

From my lips would flow,

The world should listen then, as I am listening now.

-SHELLEY.

DAYBREAK

A wind came up out of the sea,

And said, "O mists, make room for me.

It hailed the ships, and cried, "Sail on,
Ye mariners, the night is gone."

And hurried landward far away,
Crying, "Awake! it is the day."

It said unto the forest, "Shout!
Hang all your leafy banners out!"

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Up the railroad track I went, and at night hired out to a truckfarmer, with the freedom of his hay-mow for my sleeping quarters. But when I had hoed cucumbers three days in a scorching sun, till my back ached as if it were going to break, and the farmer guessed that he would call it square for three shillings, I went farther. A man is not necessarily a philanthropist, it seems, because he tills the soil. I did not hire out again, I did odd jobs to earn my meals, and slept in the fields all night, till turning over in my mind how to get across the sea. An incident of those wanderings come to mind while I'm writing. They were carting in hay and when night came on, somewhere about Mt. Vernon, I gathered an armful of wisps that had fallen from the loads, and made a bed for myself in a wagon-shed by the road side. In the middle of the night I was awakened by a loud

outcry. It was the lamp of a carriage that had been driven into the shed. I was lying between the horses' feet unhurt. A gentleman sprang from the carriage, more frightened than I, and bent over me. When he found that I had suffered no injury he put his hand in his pocket, and held out a silver quarter. "Go," he said, "and drink it up."

"Drink it up yourself!" I shouted angrily. "What do you take me for?" They were rather high heroics, seeing where I was, but he saw nothing to laugh at. He looked earnestly at me for a moment, then held out his hand and shook my hand heartily. "I believe you, " he said; "yet you need it, or you would not sleep here. Now will you not take it from me?" And I took the money. The next day it rained and the next day after that I footed it back to the city, still on my vain quest. A quarter is not a great capital to subsist on in New York when one is not a beggar and has no friends. Two days of it drove me out again to find at least the food to keep me alive; but in these two days I met the man who, long years after, was to be my honored chief, Charles C. Dana, the editor of the Sun. There had been an item in the Sun about a volunteer regiment being fitted out for France. I went up to the office, and was admitted to Mr. Dana's presence. I fancy I must have appealed to his sense of the ludicrous dressed in top-boots and a linen duster much the worse for wear, and demanding to set out to fight. He knew nothing about recruiting. Was I French? No, Danish; it had been in his paper about the regiment. He smiled a little at my faith, and said editors sometimes did not know about everything that was in the papers. I turned to go, grievously disappointed, but he called me back.

"Have you," he said, looking searchingly at me, "have you had your breakfast?”

No, God knows that I had not; neither that day nor many days before. That was one of the things I had at last learned to consider among superfluities of an effete civilization. I suppose I had no need of telling it to him, for it was plain to read in my face. He put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a dollar.

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"There," he said, "go and get your breakfast; and better give the war."

Give up the war! and for a breakfast. I spurned the dollar hotly.

"I came here to enlist, not to beg money for my breakfast," I said, and strode out of the office, my head in the air but my stomach crying out miserably in rebellion against my pride. I revenged myself upon it by leaving my top-boots with the "uncle" who was my only friend and relative here, and filling my stomach upon the proceeds. I had one good dinner anyhow, for when I got through there was only twenty-five cents left of the dollar I borrowed upon my last article of "dress." That I paid for a ticket to Perth Amboy, near which place I found work in Pfeiffer's clay-bank.

FORBEARANCE

Hast thou named all the birds without a gun?
Loved the wood rose, and left it on its stalk?
At rich men's tables eaten bread and pulse?
Unarmed, faced danger with a heart of trust?
And loved so well a high behavior,

In man or maid, that thou from speech refrained,
Nobility more noble to repay?

O, be my friend, and teach me to be thine!

EMERSON.

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